crying for three days, why am I so stupid and why can't I make myself do anything about it. you're trying too hard, not trying hard enough, what is the point of anything. no one wants to be around me. I try so hard to be pretty and interesting, I do my best to fill my time with all of my hobbies and interests and socializing but what's the point, my life is going nowhere. it always has to be me who messages first anyway, people don't like me, or they just forget about me. I feel so incredibly alone, I made it here and I accomplished things and my parents did so much for me and absolutely nothing came of it. I'm so tired and I hardly do anything. I don't know what to do, I don't know what direction to go, what I want seems so laughably impossible I just want everything to stop.