Saturday, August 2, 2014

I am essentially getting what I wanted, I think
but I am so afraid and so anxious I think I'm going to crack. I've been so miserable and anxious for so long now, and I get no break, not for the whole next year, I  keep telling myself just to get through these classes, but these are easy compared to a master's program I am so afraid. my head hurts and my stomach hurts, feels like pressing behind my eyes and throat, my heart hurts... all the time. half the time I have no idea what I am so scared/anxious unhappy about. 

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