feeling guilty about stupid things I did when I was a kid, I really should give all those little art things I made back to my dad
should have written about all the doubts I'm having, I just want to stay here and be at home, live an alaskan life, go to hatcher pass, fly small planes and see the mountains every day...

what if something goes wrong and I don't graduate in time
what if I don't get my visa
what if my diploma doesn't come
what if i don't get that job