I need to live somewhere beautiful. I need to see the ocean again.
I miss all those daydreams I used to have...
I don't know what I want, I'm so unsure, I have a plan but it's so shaky everything is uncertain no matter how hard I work and I just want to cry
because even if I am successful in everything I will still have to go through another year of school, and then its job-or-get-kicked-out of the country, and I'm just at a loss at this point I don't know how to get better at speaking, what if the rest of my life is worse what if the language barrier ruins everything I don't even know