please take some initiative! have a strong personal identity! be at least a little sure of yourself, like me- I do not really have the best self esteem so if yours is worse you must have some crippling insecurities and I don't really want to deal with that!
(and maybe be taller pls)

I want to be in love but I don't even know what that is and I don't know how
I want to be happy about life but I am seemingly incapable of that