I'm so sad that all of our earlier texts are gone. all of the times I thought "maybe this is a bit much?" but now I want to go back and read them...

that one walk we went on, where we tried to come up with a name for his bike and he said something along the lines of  "bel-leaf, because of the beautiful leaves and because this is.. making me believe in humanity again.. yeah"

and it was just so perfect, wandering around town eating so much candy and walking back behind the buildings to the train station to get the bike and talking about how nice it was to have happy associations with autumn for once 

I want to remember all of these little things but I have such a terrible memory