had coffee with chelsea today, came away with renewed determination to DO STUFF. and to keep in contact with people. I'm a little sad because I'm worried about marie, have not been calling her as much as I should. also this is one of the last times that dorotea and I are going to  be listening to music with our doors open I'm going to miss living across from her. got some newish ideas floating around- might have a place to live in stockholm if I come back at the end of next year...