dear god I am so behind, I need to get my shit together and actually DO something. I don't even know what widgets are, I don't know how to code, when this guy talks I have NO idea what he's talking about and I get the feeling that I should try and learn this stuff somehow 'cause this could be my ticket, you know?? I've been thinking about my definable options and there are more concrete ideas than I thought there were, I just need to organize them and write them down, I still have no idea what direction to go in? but this whole "creating tools on the internet/ new uses for technology is actually very interesting to me, and it would mean I could be very mobile, and possibly self- employed (!!!!!) which is something I am very interested in. I mean, my mom told me that pekka worked for the university, not that he had also started his own company/was making money  off of creating interesting things that help people. I need a job jfc. one that won't kill any braincells.