ohh, I am so content to be here again. I have enjoyed this week very much, even though I haven't done anything other than curl up on the couch with otto and chiara and watch movies and eat some good food that I've missed. They make me wish I had siblings so much. or at least roommates. I just really love the whole family and I love staying there so much, ha I thought "I would marry otto just because of the in laws I would get." we went skating one day, and had sandwiches and hot chocolate just like I used to with my dad when I was little. whenever I'm traveling through dalarna and see all of the lovely little houses I can't help but imagining little children and the sort of life I could have there... I don't think about husbands and children when I am anywhere else but for some reason I can't look at one of those houses without my mind creating an image of children playing in the snow with a smiling man whose face I can't see, or taking children down to the lake to go skating and then- a family's coats and mittens in the entryway when everyone comes in to have a meal...