I've been talking to Marie these past few days about things, and she said I worry to much, take too much responsibility for things, but I must! I have to plan ahead, I have to take care of my parents, I have to think about what I want in ten years because whether I get it or not depends on what I do now... I worry so much though. I just keep it to myself. I worry so much about marie too, she is getting better but she is still not well and it makes me cringe when we have to go across all the ice, she is in pain sometimes I know but I really can do nothing to help which makes me very anxious. All of the people my parents age, my parents too, are aging a bit and I feel as though I am very aware of it and I worry about things but there isn't anything I can do to help except for be sympathetic even though I am very young. but I hope so much that my parents will be able to do what they like for many years yet, as I do not look forward to the day when my dad can't do whatever he likes anymore.