I need to MAKE things, actually go out and DO things, instead of just sitting and passively consuming, letting things (well, nothing much) happen to me, instead of making things happen
I feel like I can't do anything like someone else is always pulling the strings


the thing is, I don't mind being alone, if you take away all the ~societal judgement~ that comes with it. I mean, I love people, but at the same time I'm not really bothered by the idea of being alone. especially if I'm doing something interesting. I just have to remember