Things that are upsetting me right now:

1. this paper

2. the second paper

3. the other two papers I have to write (which are pointless busywork assignments but they have to be done in a VERY SPECIFIC WAY at a VERY SPECIFIC TIME) 

4. all of the other work I have to do 

5. my teeth 

6. my hair

7. my skin

8. I'M GETTING FAT (why can't I eat better) 

9. I STILL haven't received my official acceptance letter

10. do I have to wait for it? it seems like my visa application is way too late?

11. I still don't know how to write a decent paper

12. I have to turn in that bill

13. I cannot forget the doctor's appointment 

14. or the orientation day 

15. FINALS

16. I have to come up with a topic for my thesis like, now.

17. I have no idea how to do this also it has to be specifically related to my grad school program?

18. I will have to declare it/my major while I'm abroad?

19. dear god I need an adviser PLEASE I NEED MY SWEDISH PROF TO SAY YES

20. I also have to find an adviser like yesterday 

21. I am back to maybe graduating a year early

22. now I HAVE TO 

23. but WHAT IF the credits don't transfer properly? I have no way of telling ahead of time 

24. finding a place to live 

25. "residential credits?"

26. I still haven't had a job (dear god how could I possibly have a job right now) 

27. so much money I want to kill myself 

28. guilt over leaving my parents

29. I will never make friends

30. I will never have a boyfriend

31. I have no clue what to do with myself after school

32. I'm disgusting and I hate myself 

33. I'm going to fail 

34. I'm a horrible friend 

35. guilt