ok I was feeling awesome earlier today but now I feel horrid I am so stressed out I am a little behind on reading, but it seems impossible to actually do all of it anyways?? I have a ton of work every day for one of my classes and I have to come up with a research question for another by tomorrow (I have no idea it's way too broad) I have 2 tests coming up (36 pages of vocab I don't even know what to do with that) and art history, I don't really know how to study for it and I have 12000 other things to do god damn the chapters in that book are sooo long I haven't read about anything other than france but that is all we've talked about unless I've missed something, and I have no idea what the film class is going to be like, it is like impossible to do all the readings?? I am confused and behind already?? I keep mixing up my two international studies classes the notes are all mixed together and I can never remember what I've read and what i haven't... on top of all that I'm trying to get all of the study abroad stuff together, I don't know where to turn those papers in and what if I don't get my scholarship and why did no one tell me about that other scholarship it is probably too late now for both why will no one tell me the dates so I can buy a ticket (still haven't bought the ticket home for x mas 'cause no one knows when my swedish final is!!!) who do I talk to about the credits? can I talk to anyone abt it? what about where I'm living? who do I talk to for that? how do I figure out if it's worth it to stay or not, and am I actually enrolled?? what do I have to do to get a residency permit? also I was going to apply to my major but then I went nope I do not have the time to write 3 essays and get recommendations and find an advisor etc etc but what if I need to have declared already what fresh hell will this cause