I need to create, not just consume. The problem is, materials cost money. Which is why people write, but I'm too stupid to write anything. Everyone and their mother wants to be a writer though, maybe I should start writing more stuff down anyways. I've always enjoyed working with my hands, making things, actual tangible objects as a product of labor. I haven't written a decent paper in forever, it's like I don't know how anymore.  I should be writing very good papers so I can have a catalog of old work to fall back on, but they're all terrible because I'm lazy? I'm very good at seeing things in three dimensions and figuring out how to build them/ how they go together. I really want to go back to making things with clay... I'm thinking about buying a little sewing machine I have so many ideas of things I want to make. its just that these things don't really work in a dorm room. and I don't really want to be spending money at all. (that's the one good thing to be said of the internet: cheap entertainment.) if I did get a sewing machine, would I buy it here or at home? how much would it cost to ship it back and forth to sweden with me and what about the converter? should I just buy one there? what if it's too expensive/I can't find fabrics/thread anywhere?
(also what am I going to do with my bike?? hopefully someone can take it I'm really attached to it now)