sad again of course
lonely because everyone else has gone back already- also I'm realizing that I'll never have a real summer again... I really want to go "skinny dipping" at some point. not in a pool (gross) but in a lake or the ocean- i probably couldn't go alone though because dark water gives me the creeps. please can't this happen while I am still pretty?

I'm trying to work on my swedish again. I gave up for a little while, to be honest. it seems hopeless, and then I start going "what's the point again...?" but I cannot lose focus I have to do this.