I just want to cry I can't
I've had so many opportunities to change drastically, to actually do something make something of myself
instead here I am; fat, ugly, stupid, and going nowhere fast, just sitting around wasting resources and my parents' money for a pointless education that will never get me anything in a boring little place where all anyone ever does is drink, like there's nothing more to life and I just want to be done with all of this because I am so fucking sick of it but I know I know that there is nothing better waiting for me on the other side