I'm not any good at anything I have accomplished nothing but no one believes me and that makes me incredibly angry. I'm pretty sure that all of my plans and ideas are completely stupid, I'm just waiting for somebody to call me out or for the day when I remember what I thought now and want to go back in time and punch myself in the face again. It seems impossible, I never do anything it's not even real I've wasted all of the sunlight again why can't I fucking DO SOMETHING