if I leave now I will be at least one, probably two, maybe even three years behind everyone else. will that be as awful as I think? on the plus side, I would be getting my pilot's license at the same time, school would be free, my parents could retire...
maybe I should just stay here, get through it, I only have two more years, but the Seattle thing is becoming more and more uncertain (though it's really my dream...) and I don't want to prevent my parents from moving on...