Sunday, April 29, 2012
I'll never get a job
I won't get good grades and my GPA will drop
I suck so much at dance that I will never be able to move up
I spend too much time on the computer/I'm bored all of the time/I have no life/no motivation to do anything
the heat makes me slow and stupid and really sleepy all the time and I'll never be able to concentrate
I won't be able to figure out what to do with all of my stuff and I'll fail all of my finals
I will somehow miss the deadlines for everything and not get to study abroad next year
I will regret studying abroad next year and not junior year
studying abroad will be terrible/depressing and I'll have to come back here
the school won't accept me
I will never find something to get involved with on campus/find an internship
I won't get into a decent grad school
I'll never live anywhere I want to
I eat too much
I'll never lose weight
I'll be a really old virgin (I don't like any of these people)
I'll never have a boyfriend
I won't have a fulfilling career
I'll end up trapped somewhere
I'll end up working a terrible job
I will never fulfill any of my dreams or meet any of my goals
my life will be completely and utterly mundane
I forget everything
there is always something wrong with me
I will never amount to anything
my parents will have paid for this pointless degree for nothing
I will spend another four (horribly expensive) boring years here with nothing to show for it I will never fly
I will always be poor and miserable
I will gain weight
I will never find true friends
I will always be lonely
I will never stop feeling anxious
other people will never take me seriously or respect me at all
I will never be content
I will never be happy
I don't like this place or this school and I can't tell anyone
I can never manage to explain myself
I hate going to that class
it's really hard but it's my own fault I could be spending so much more time studying but I can't make myself do it
even if I could get a good job with my degree I don't know what it would be
I'll never do anything fun I'll always be stuck inside
am I in debt
how are my parents paying for this
I have to do something different
I'm falling apart
I don't want to do school anymore I have no motivation and I fucking hate it
my classes suck I will never get any of the things I apply for and I will never do anything fun or interesting or worthwhile because I haven't done anything fun or interesting or worthwhile
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