Sunday, April 29, 2012

I'll never get a job I won't get good grades and my GPA will drop I suck so much at dance that I will never be able to move up I spend too much time on the computer/I'm bored all of the time/I have no life/no motivation to do anything the heat makes me slow and stupid and really sleepy all the time and I'll never be able to concentrate I won't be able to figure out what to do with all of my stuff and I'll fail all of my finals I will somehow miss the deadlines for everything and not get to study abroad next year I will regret studying abroad next year and not junior year studying abroad will be terrible/depressing and I'll have to come back here the school won't accept me I will never find something to get involved with on campus/find an internship I won't get into a decent grad school I'll never live anywhere I want to I eat too much I'll never lose weight I'll be a really old virgin (I don't like any of these people) I'll never have a boyfriend I won't have a fulfilling career I'll end up trapped somewhere I'll end up working a terrible job I will never fulfill any of my dreams or meet any of my goals my life will be completely and utterly mundane I forget everything there is always something wrong with me I will never amount to anything my parents will have paid for this pointless degree for nothing I will spend another four (horribly expensive) boring years here with nothing to show for it I will never fly I will always be poor and miserable I will gain weight I will never find true friends I will always be lonely I will never stop feeling anxious other people will never take me seriously or respect me at all I will never be content I will never be happy I don't like this place or this school and I can't tell anyone I can never manage to explain myself I hate going to that class it's really hard but it's my own fault I could be spending so much more time studying but I can't make myself do it even if I could get a good job with my degree I don't know what it would be I'll never do anything fun I'll always be stuck inside am I in debt how are my parents paying for this I have to do something different I'm falling apart I don't want to do school anymore I have no motivation and I fucking hate it my classes suck I will never get any of the things I apply for and I will never do anything fun or interesting or worthwhile because I  haven't done anything fun or interesting or worthwhile

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