I will be in sweden for about a month this summer. I don't feel excited at all... what happened? why am I already looking to the end of things before they even start? I wanted to stay in sweden while they traveled to make it cheaper and easier for everyone but I know my mother will somehow turn it around so I am the greedy selfish one. I should be so happy but I'm not. I was so unhappy the beginning of this term and now I've just stopped caring. I don't know what to do I hate my classes I want to get out of here now