I feel trapped here, kind of like I did at home. my life is too easy, it's comfortable and enjoyable but utterly mundane. I feel like I need to get out of here and do something or I never will. I'm only staying here for what seems like superficial reasons, and I will have nothing to show for it at the end. so completely, horribly boring, and I will just graduate and go on to live a poor, lonely, and pointless life in a string of dead end jobs that are always temporary because I am always looking for something else.