and then sometimes I hate H. so much. when I think of the cowardly little face she makes when anyone mentions anything that is remotely political or even the tiniest bit controversial. I feel like I cannot have an adult conversation with her. she is just so sheltered and stupid and she never makes the slightest attempt to educate herself or form her own opinions in any way. nothing makes me angrier than someone who doesn't care, or blatantly allows other people to think for them, and somehow thinks they're above everyone else. she just does the equivalent of covering her ears and singing whenever she thinks I'm saying anything important like I'm going to corrupt her or something. it's not like I'm an opinionated person (except in my head), I keep those sorts of things to myself, and if I do happen to comment, no one ever listens to me anyways... so much hate I want to scream and scream and scream