my goals

be a mermaid

be a bird

be a surgeon

be an engineer

fly fighter jets

fly helicopters

dance ballet

be able to sing perfectly

learn ballroom dancing

become fluent in Swedish (so I can read the moomin books in their original language)

collect all of the my little ponies

be lady lovely locks (dye my hair)

be a disney princess

join starfleet

captain my own ship

be a theater tech major (and be a costumer for something awesome)

be in a musical

pierce my lip

go somewhere with a beach (white sand and warm water!)

skydiving

travel to china and korea

find the best vintage shops in seattle/portland

get a job

get thinner

summer rainstorm

water is pouring out of the sky. it's hailing too, the ice hitting the deck makes a fizzy sound. it smells delicious, and I want to eat the hail but it's so warm that they melt in my hands.

and then the sun came out! the trees are all glittery, against a gray sky.

most everyone was gone for solo and ensemble today. when I saw H at play practice, she said "I missed you! there was an A shaped hole in my day! probably not a good thing, you know, being that dependent..."

it was the sweetest thing that anyone has ever said to me. I love my friends.