so uncomfortable. they don't want me around (watched a movie and didn't invite me).
H and K and J all love me, it would have been so bright and happy...(I miss them, their warmth. it's impossibly far away...)
once in a lifetime chance and I missed it. (will I ever find people like this again?)
I just want it to be over already. I want to go home. (it's only day one...)
I have so much to do.
they still haven't called.
I hate myself. how could I have been so fucking stupid?
can't stop eating. I want to starve, stop, rewind, and fix this whole fucking mess, but I can't.
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