I almost asked J if he wanted to go to prom with me today. We were sitting in the back with a bunch of people after the choir performance, listening to the band. He was asking me why I wasn't going on tour with them (and he seemed so disappointed that I wasn't) and I could have just asked him "hey, do you have any plans for prom?" and asked if he wanted to come with me, and that I could pay for my own ticket and his too, if he wanted (he said earlier that he probably wasn't going to go earlier this year because it was too expensive. I have money! I can pay for everything! but I'm the girl, so it has to be awkward) and I'm about 95% sure that he would say yes. It makes me so happy to see him and talk to him, and I feel so comfortable around him even though I don't know him that well. he always seems genuinely happy to see me too... I wonder if he thinks the same things about me.