why why why It's 3am and I'm still awake, I have so much to do, ugh. I need to work out more, lose weight. I haven't been exercising, and I ate all this junk at the movies today.... people tell me that I have such a good body all the time, my friends are jealous (not in a mean way) but I hate it. my entire lower half is disproportionately large. I want to be thin. I don't care, I want to have twig legs. but I also don't want to be flat chested. and I also want to eat jelly beans. I'm so hungry all the time. like something is twisting my insides, making me feel hollow and dizzy sort of hunger. why? I think I eat way too much, but I'm always, always hungry.