I think I might go to UAF. I'd kind of feel like a pathetic failure if I did. I don't know what to do.

pros: if I went there I would major in petroleum engineering, so

• almost-guaranteed job when I graduate
• it would be a job that I didn't hate
• with an average starting salary of $60,000
• graduate with no debt
• could possibly get my pilot's licence too
• still be in alaska

cons:

• really cold and dark (I would probably get fat and super depressed from being shut inside all the time)
• feel like a failure
• still be in alaska
• see no new places, meet no new people
• possibly have less opportunity to travel

urgh. I have to finish that Tufts application...